It's 1 a.m.

Again, another night. 1 a.m.
In my daily life I'm good. I have so much on my plate I just can't think straight at times. Then comes night. And somehow in the calm of it all sleep doesn't come as it should. I read, watch tv, take long hot bath's. Somehow nothing helps in times like these. I have so much worry, so much on my mind, and no way of fixing the things that need fixing. Did I cause my problems?? Or did I allow my problems to get ahead of me??

Somehow I seem not to have the answers to any of those questions. And yet still. I am awake at 1 a.m. trying to find my way.